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march 7th 2009

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long overdue update

RIP grandma

yesterday morning my grandma lost her battle with COPD, she died at about 8A.M. she spent the last 2 and a half years of her life bed ridden and was hospitalized on December 15th. I had lved with her off and on (mostly on) since I was 6 years old..but sadly we only become close about 2 years ago. all these years I beleived that we didn't get along becasue we were so different and she could never understand me but I am just now realizing that this wasn't the case at all...we didn't get along because we were so much alike. I never thought I would really miss her, but now that she's gone I realize that she was the closest thing to a mother I will ever have. and I do miss her. and I couldn't tell you haw many times I told her that she was too damn mean to ever die...boy was I wrong.  I never thought losing her would hurt this much.  the visitation is tomorrow and the funeral is Friday. I just hope I can continue to hold it together,while yes I am hurting and probably need to just go ahead and break dow nso that the healing proces can begin I know that I can't do that because my family needs me to be the strong one... I often wonder if God knew about all of the burdens I was to carry why did he make me so small? wouldn't it make more sense that he should have made me bigger to be able support the weight?     Charlotte Ann Norris Sikes Charlotte Ann Norris Sikes, age 65 of Murfreesboro died Jan. 8, 2008 at Middle Tennessee Medical Center. She was the daughter of the late Charles & Helen Honeycutt Norris. She is survived by her husband, Wallace Sikes; daughters, Melody Turner, Smyrna, Tonia Haley and her husband, Wayne of Smyrna, Wendy Clark and her husband, Darren of McMinnville, and four grandchildren, Misty Rost, Donnie Hill, Rachel Haley and Seth Haley. Funeral services will be at 1 p.m. Friday at Woodfin Chapel, Smyrna. Burial will follow in Roselawn Memorial Gardens. Visitation with the family after 6 p.m. Thursday. Mrs. Sikes was preceded in death by her son, Terry Rost who died in 1986 and she was a retired employee of Yates. Woodfin Chapel, Smyrna 615-459-3254 www.woodfinchapel.com

well s most of you know in the past few weeks all hell has broken lose in my life....

-we had a death close to the family,and then the guy's wife had a heart attack days later

-I lost my job

-gained more weight

-broke off my engagement with Chris

-grandmother went into the hospital

-more frequent migraines

-more kidney problems

...........................well here is an update.........

-the guy is still dead..and his wife is still alive

-I got another job,I'll start later this week..and will have insurrance again

-lost 12 pounds

-Chris and I are still together but still not getting married..and things are strained

-grandma is now outtta the hospital and as much of a bitch as ever

-don't have a migraine at this moment

-the kidneys are feelinga wee bit better.